%EMPTY

e m P t Y

the circus

{/很高興 --

July 27, 2011 ( 4:47 PM )

你有曾經刻骨銘心的深愛過嗎？也曾幻想哪天如果在街口的轉角踫到，會是怎樣的情形嗎？是轉頭落跑，還是客氣的點點頭，又或者一切盡在不言中？也許悼念一段逝去的感情最好的方法，不是遺忘，而是珍惜。回憶，是曾經擁有，不需要天長地久。用一顆感恩的心，送上最美好的祝福。

{/2.0 to 2.1 --

January 03, 2011 ( 4:52 PM )

whoooOooOoooOOSH~~

*blink blink

2010 is over. Just like that. I see lotsa ppl summing up their year. Happenings, events, moments, lessons, memories, episodes etc. What do I havta sum up? Mmm...nothing really. I like to look forward, not back. Am just gonna say that 2010 has been great, but move over now, 2011 is a whole new ride.

My only resolution this time is to get my driver's licence. Simple enough, eh?

And, stay happy, as always c:

What's yours?

{/waiting --

June 14, 2010 ( 12:35 AM )

At some point or another, one of us is gonna have to wait for the other. I've been the one waiting for the past few months, and once I go back to flying, u'll be e one who's waiting for me to come home. People say it's hard. But maybe this togetherness-apart is what keeps us going stronger than those who has the luxury of seeing each other everyday. Maybe the time away is what makes us closer.

Well it has so far, no? =)

When I go away I'll miss you
and I will be thinking of you
every night and day just...

Promise me you'll wait for me
'cause I'll be saving all my love for you
and I will be home soon
Promise me you'll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
I'll be home, I'll be home soon~

♥

{/letter to my 16 yr old self --

May 16, 2010 ( 12:35 AM )

dear me (yes, u!),

first things first, STOP eating. yeah i know you're seriously underweight and all but trust me, your metabolism will start slowing down and before you know it, all the buffets and suppers will come back and haunt you so please, cut back on the overeating (and try to workout if you can). and tell rayner tt he'll become fat if he doesn't stop eating too.

we're gonna be moving out this year (finally) and life is going to be different for sure, but it's what we've always wanted and it will be the best thing ever. mummy is a strong woman and she is always positive but you know, even if she doesn't show her fears it doesn't mean they're not there. life will not be easy on our own, so make it into uni and force that man to pay for it before he spends it all on his new wife.

now i know you love to sing and you really feel it in your heart you can do something with your singing. this may come as an unpleasant surprise but future us isn't a successful singer (yet) but maybe if you work harder now things can be different. try picking up an instrument and also start writing your own songs. join more competitions to get in the scene. you will be signing up for a singing course soon (yes you will), try to stand out and grab the limelight, make sure people notice your potentials and know who you are.

as for boys, you are going to meet your first boyfriend real soon. he's gonna break your heart but it's alright, you're gonna be ok. you will meet a coupla more people who will teach you many things about love and life. i wouldn't wanna ruin the surprises for you now but, just remember, sometimes you have to kiss a few frogs before you find your prince.

oh don't waste your time on those online guys, they may seem fun at first, but they're really not. you will meet nice guys, in real life. just keep your eyes open and don't jump into things too fast (unless its like a head-spinning affair in London or Paris). and know that its okay to be alone for awhile.

i won't tell you when we will finally find our prince, in fact, i don't really know if i found him yet. but i'll tell you this much: i'm very happy now. and that's what we want most isn't it?

ooh there are so many things i wanna tell you, but i gotta let you live the adventures yourself. i miss being you. but you and i are not that different, don't let that change okay?

stay happy, and know that i always love you.

see you on the other side,
me ♥

{/it's been awhile --

April 30, 2010 ( 11:19 PM )

Wonder who still blogs nowadays. Or who still cares to read this one *winks

Been hit by the sick bug. Only consolation is I think I lost a bit of weight haha. Been doing an awful lot of thinking about my life while I'm "recuperating". Questioning myself, judging the choices I've made, evaluating how I can do better. As much as I hate to admit it, I gotta grow up. Oh that really is hard to admit.

Why can't we just stay young and carefree like we used to?

If Neverland really exists, come and get me now, Peter!

{/sonnet 116 --

April 13, 2010 ( 3:52 PM )

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

{/Home. --

January 18, 2010 ( 6:03 PM )

It's a new year again. Will this year bring better things? I sure hope so.

Everyone's been asking me about London. Did I have fun? How was my holiday? Did I not want to come home?

I had what I wanted, time with you. And I know, I now have 2 homes.